July 13, 2008

Needs a Hole to Crawl Into..

This is where I begin to totally freak out! I move in T minus 5 days!! I am not ready and I am beginning to worry about actually getting ready. I'm excited about the job, excited about getting out of here away from my brothers - but I am apprehensive about it at the same time. I think mom is ready to push me out but at the same time she doesn't want to. It's crazy!!

I am paralyzed by the amount of work I have to do. This amount of stress is not motivating me to do something about it. Move out day was exciting when it seemed far away...

*sigh* I just need to survive this week... I hope it will be better once I'm there and working on getting out of boxes rather than into...

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